Last Post For 2011

Since my mind is only the final exam~worry about it~ Make me don't know what I suppose to write 1 day before 2012 this new year to come. What I gonna to do in next year? I promised myself try to make some change in the new year. Besides that, I also hope I could see something change from my sight~ While waiting the new year to come, there are some words I would like to say... I tell myself, Only remember those happy memories happened on this year, try to forget those unhappy things as no matter how we think, it will never be changed. Also try to be optimistic^^because emo only make you down and can't do thing well~ This year most of the time I spent is keep studying keep studying... I have been crying few times because too much stress and is killing me... That's why I will pick some time for relaxing~!!! I just knew I love my family* very very much~ I like others too such as my best friend and my buddies and so on~ Still left 13 hours more to go then we will be saying good bye for 2011. Welcome for 2012!!!! Wish everyone has a good plan for count down-ing~ Make sure you drive safely and carefully~ Don't speed up if you don't want to harm others or yourself~ In order be preparing to watch for the very nice twinkle firework for 2012~ hehe...please enjoy yourself for this special day~

Let's say about Mayan End Times Prophecy on 21 December 2012, If it is really come true, we also cannot help anything for that matter because life still ON. We still need to eat~need to play~need to study~need to work~and also be with those people who very close to us. Cherish every moment we have with them. Cherish and appreciate what they did for you. At the end, I wish next year will be even better than this year~!!! =) ~~~Happppiiie NEWWWWWW yeeeeee@@@RRRRRRR To Everyone of Youuu~~~

December

Hmmm, so fast a new month has finally came..gonna say good bye to last month of this year 2011. There are some bad thing happened at the beginning of this month. First, I just got to know one of my daddy's friend factory which located at batu belah was burnt almost 70% and lost all his stocks estimated around 2 millions. OMG~!!! When my mummy told me I also shocked to know the news because I visited his shop last time and couldn't believe the bad thing happened to him-my uncle. Anyway, people would say, money can earn back again. In this case, it can be said is great luck in the unluckiness because luckily was nobody at there when the accident happen. Thank goodness for no any people get hurt in this accident. And yet one more is My Fm Dj-Royce, his mummy dead because of suddenly killed by someone...The murder is his ex...He had a very sweet and close family but after this happen, its all gone and can't be recovered...Hope his mummy live peacefully at her new world-Paradise. Because of this matter, he gave an advice. *Please cherish whom you should cherish and what you had* Besides the bad news, I was happy that I can have a nice weekend recently. I followed my parents to their hometown because my daddy got wedding lunch & my mummy would like to buy some fishs and vegetables at there as well as visit her parents, my dearly grandparents. I followed them because I cherish the time that I have with my parents. I love them very much....I love my family so much....I don't want lose any one of them...If not, I truly don't know how could I survive...In my heart, my family will always in my heart and never never forget because they are very fond of me, especially my mummy. I always miss you when you are not beside of me and I am at KL. Yesterday I have watched a show, a kid is 12 years old and he can be very good in singing in dancing and dance similar to MJ. But he can't enter into next round, I know he had tried a lot of effort to learn the dance. It's uneasy, the worse is he need to pk with an adult and mostly should let the adult win rather than the child because there is always some difference. Both of them perform well but I prefer the kid because he put his a lot of his idea in the performance...and I was so proud of him as he is came from Malaysia. Hey, I will support you kid, you will have chance to be future super star and don't easily give up due to this event. Add Oil~~~ This morning, I woke up very early and rush for class but I was late. The worse is that I nearly lose my purse in library today due to feel sleepy until I forgot to put my purse back into my bagpack. I was so careless. I have to remind myself not to be stupid for this matter again. Fortunately the one who is honest return it to the counter if not I would cry like panda or 'monster' ... Thanks God for take care of me and I will learn from this matter. And also pray for God, pls blesses my family and people who live around me. Good luck always accompany themmmm to make their job well done.

Short post~

Oh ya, quite long didn't enter into my blogger world...Hmm...During this semester, most of the time every of us is always busy with either the assignment or the revision for the coming coursework test..And it seems like uneasy to have more time to enjoy because many thing is rushing...Hence, once the last cw test for this semester is finished, I will be seeking for crazy because we live with stress most of the time~~~Of course, one thing cannot be less is shopping time and we may be sing k for fun...Besides that, something happened and I hope we can be act as usual like before...Remember that we are best buddies, nothing can separate us. We must always keep in touch forever and ever~ I know not every friendship can be maintain for so long if you have no longer meet with them...For me, a question is whether you want or not, if you don't want, the thing will be left at there and can become worse than before. Thus, in order to maintain our friendship, I will keep in touch with them when I am free to do so...Sorry, for those friends that I didn't have any contact yet because too much schoolwork need to do...But you all will always on my mind..will never never forget~~~

A Mystery Lost

Omg...Nowadays 2 of my buddies faced lost problem... 1 is lost her hp in mysterious situation... & Another is lost her notes ... Lost? I've started to be curious to discover the meaning of ''Lost'' Can anybody avoid it to be happen? It's not easy to prevent but try to make yourself be more concerned and careful when you at anywhere despite of at your own house also can't say as completely safe. That is because my buddy's handphone mysteriously disappeared... I feel strange when she tried to describe the circumstance to us... I guessed is there any petty theif who can quickly snatch her handphone when the wind blowing? Eveyone suspect what's happening~ But nobody know the fact. Just know that she lost her thing so sudden when the wind blown at that moment..

Nobody wants to behave in that way

I feel annoyed when somebody is trying to stop me on certain thing. I don't bother what you talk about me. But unless give me some space to breathe. I need to take a breath with fresh air not the polluted air.
Every time, I try not to think about the bad things which happened in the past.
But one thing to say is if I don't look at past..just leave it....
Can I make sure that the problem will not happen on next time?
That's why sometimes I will bother & think about it until I can feel very unhappy. I don't want to escape the problem so please let me think what to do for the next.
You should know that everybody like to be free.
You can control me on certain thing but not all.
Being a human, she got her right to decide her way and also has her thought for everything. There may be sometimes, she will do wrong thing but not all the time.
Thus, it caused frozen.
When will the frozen thing to dissolve, it is depends on us...
When will dissolve will need to know how it became ice.(Reason)
It's not the first time, although I don't remember or can even list out but I knew it.
I don't mind you say me penny-pinching...
Whatever you like to say because you also can't feel how I feel as you are you not me.
Like a sword inset into my heart.
Just hope that it can avoid to be happen again.
Nobody to be blamed...Not who's fault...
I just want to be friend with you peacefully without anything can stop us.

Sorry that I love you

I'm still remember that time,
the memories wake me suddenly,
Because of that,
It made me very hard to fall asleep.
And I sent ¥ messages.
I am so happy that I got your reply as you just reached home.
I really don't know why will ¥ appear in my mind.
Is God playing joke with me?
I was so regretful and so sorry about what I had done to you before.
I am truly silly and immature enough when I was with you.
And I hurt your feeling.
I miss you badly right now...
Would you forgive me?
This love song recalled the love memories between us.
I'm sorry but I love you.
Sorry that I Love You.
To K.K noʎ ʌnl ı

开心的学假

考完试后，我很开心，因为我们终于可以一起去玩了，在长途巴士里，我们都累了，所以都在巴士上小睡了，唯独我睡比较久也比较早，因为不知为什么就是觉得很困，很累。大约5点到6点左右，我们就到达了马六甲~好久好久没来了，这次是带着好奇心来的，很幸运的有Ah Rui带我们到处走走。晚上去了Jonker’s walk，真的是很多东西买的一个地方，可是走到汗流浃背。不过没关系 啦~开心就好了~因为我要的是跟朋友一起那种快乐的时光，不过有时候真的不想一些事而影响我们之间的友情。
晚上，有一个朋友突然觉得很冷，所以他洗了澡一下下就睡了。我们住的酒店有一点特殊的味道，不过没关系，毕竟我们还是这样的熬了两晚。在马六甲的日子，我们去吃他们驰名的鸡饭粒，durian puff等等。在那里真的享尽不少马来西亚美食，要谢谢Ah Rui了，因为她为了载我们，自己也睡不够了，希望我们离开马六甲的她，终于可以好好的让自己休息。在那里的Dataran Pahlawan，看了Cars 2，说真的不错看的，有空的人不妨可以去看看的。在电影院里，我们不小心干扰到怕D的朋友，哈哈，不过不是故意的，知道你不吃，如果你吃的话，你肯定会知道它的美味的，不过可惜可惜，不过没关系 =D 经过两天的马六甲之旅，有一个朋友遇到有些不开心的事，不过我还是希望最后可以cover回去，而我都把不开心的，往后抛了，所以我只知道我要开心的跟我朋友一起度过。我一直都在学着让自己开心，变得积极，摆脱emo queen的称号~Rui，辛苦你了，thank you so much~^^
接着，我们从马六甲前往麻坡，那里是出名otak的，再加上黄明志这位马来西亚大人物，我想很多人都会懂那是哪里的^^到达那里的第一天，我们就在tanjung吃了好吃的rojak xD。之后我们到一个朋友家休息了，之后他们又带我们去Bendayan吃晚餐，吃得我们好饱，是顿很丰富的晚餐，尤其是跟你们一起吃，吃什么都那么的开心的。
在麻坡的第二天，我们吃了‘水龟’当早餐，就出发到另一位朋友的家，因为我们即将前往牧羊场看羊绵绵~从早上到傍晚我们再从局銮回来，之后我们就去喜燕楼吃asam ikan还有otak其他的， 真的是很好吃^^晚上，我原本要去洗澡的，真的没想到他会来， 真的好高兴，那两个瓜真是爱搞怪，不过没关系，开心就好了~谢谢你带给我们最喜欢的东西给我们，我爱你~
在要回kl之前，我们吃了点心当早餐，之后就去唱歌了，很快的时间就过去了，是时候要回了，好不舍得他们的亲切及热情，我会记得的。
在这里，我要感谢E和T的父母带我们认识麻坡，更难得的是他们的热情招待，这是学不到的哦，所以我会珍惜。^^当然也少不了，Ah Rui和他的朋友，非常感谢他们在我的学假的生活里，填满了色彩~xD
有很多很多的话要说，不过我还是收在心里了，无论如何，我真的很珍惜我们一起开心一起生活的日子。WOMEN加油~~~~

Persistence

Nobody can understand me... Or I don't understand myself?! Sometimes, I am really don't know what to do... I said I want to focus on study but I betray of what I said.. I didn't negotiate of it... My mind also think of having fun.. Not in focusing on what I must do... Very upset and frustrated because I fear that something will be same as last semester. I hate last minute study!!!!!!!!~~ I don't want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I must persist on what I MUST do.... Not what I should do T______T

I am back, Bloogger ;D

Long time didn't visit my darling blogger already. I miss u blogger~These days I didn't come in for update because don't know what to write..U should know tht most of the post that I wrote is almost the sad thing or unhappy...Nowadays, What I am doing? Hmmm...need to do revision for final exam seriously....I want to get desirable results...That's what I wish for...Pray for God in helping me to the way that I wished as well as the people which I concerned...especially my Buddies & Friends + my Tan Famiily (^.*) +

三魂不见七魄

今早10点多，
才从睡梦中被唤醒的我，
第一件要做的事，
就是赶着去学车，
我只知道我迟到了，
到了那里，
我开始学驾了，
知道期间发生了什么事吗？
我差点撞车，
我的天呀，
我真的没想到，
就差那么一点，
我完全失控了，
自己也不知道自己的灵魂是不是都不见了，
今天的我驾车仿佛就像是驾Bumper car，
我几乎忘了自己的生命，老师的生命，别人的生命，
全都在我的掌控之中，
我真的很失落，
更不知所措，
老师给我的评语
今天的我很糟糕，
三魂不见七魄，
我更不敢去猜想接下来会发生什么事，
要是我的没魂又没魄。

3 words to say only

U can angry me => Angry bird U can blame me => bcs it's me made the situation became colddd and unhapppy~ Today seems like bad luck and some good luck to me. Bad luck is the papaya that I bought not yet eat and it has already fell down on the floor.One more is something that you can't see or hear of what people tell you, at least you need to prove it whther is it reliable or not...Thx for the people I met today, you help me a lot if next time got any help need you then I will direct look for you...Anyway, thank you for let me know the truth and what i should do to prevent the bad thing to be happened again... In conclusion, most of thev thing is I created by myself even nobody will dusturb on it...Can you see how unlucky and no good I am xD anyway, one day gone..I hope next tomorrow will be better than today ~ =]

tomorrow

Tomorrow is going to have test but I seem like doing nothing and could not concentrate on my studies absolutely...alamak..which part of my mind lose edy? Pls find it out if nt tomorrow gg ssdd~~~>.<

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Happy but worry

what a happy party tonite =P
Enjoy it so mucccHHHH~~
haha....
Buuuut...
I have not yet do my revision >.<
God blesses meeee n my buddies too...
2mrw gonna out again...
I will really be serious after 2mrw last outing~~~
Hmmm....~~~do revision~~~2mrw after bk to KL~~~
Horrayyy~~~~good luck to me n ppl around me ~~~~
Thank YOu,my LOvely GOD~
Lastly, Goood night~

Shame

Due to yesterday night, I know how shame I was...
Thanks for your advice, my dear friend...
I am really listen to it but I don' know whether I can do it or not...
I am so happy especially when the moment with you all...
Just don't know how come I will be 'Emooo'~
Someitimes, I will lose my mind, lose the way that I should go...
I hope everytime I can pull myself back....
I am so sorry about it*
Sorry is the first thing that I must say, because it is to show my sincerity...
About the 2nd step...
I will try to do....
Love you all my buddies~~~

Budyz n DADz

Since I stay at there for 1 week, the time I spent to online become less and less...
I like WHEN
we Meet together,
we Eat together,
we Chat together,
we Laugh together,
we Chat together,
we Happy together.
we Play togther.

No matter how...ALL OF youuu will always in my heart~~~~

Daddy,

Happy FATHER'S day ^^
Hope you happy always n stay young =)
I LOVE YOU DADDDDD =D

What a sleepy day?

I woke up in tis early morning due to my daddy just back from air port...
But then I slept at 11am again...lol...how come my eyes are not affordable and forced me to close until 1pm only open...AFTER i AWAKE, i JUST GO TO take a bath then do WHAT i SHOULD DOOOO~~~OF COURSE NT ''FB''~Bye Bye XD
how to heal my sleepy styleeee?WHO Can heal meee~~~~~OMGGGG~

My Mind

Sometime I will think about everything can be easy.
But when I really do about that,
Only I realised how difficult it is.
Not everything in my life can be easy to go,
But I hope I can try to make it simple and easy to go,
so that I will don't need to bother someone to lend a hand to help me.

❤HAPPY (^-^)
☀have fun with my buddies and one of her family last friday 3/6/2011...

☀enjoyed a happy hour with my buddies and one of her youngest brother-Jimmyy(TAYLOR SWIFT'S FAN)~~~
I am always like the moment when we together and have fun at outdoor~That's why I love and miss u all,my buddies~~~=P
☀Waiting for my L-license =P yeahhh~~~


☂UNHAPPY (T~T)
♣1 thing fell down from chair and sent it to see a specific 'doctor'.
♣wORRY about my studies....>final exam sooooon~~~time can be very fast to come~
♣Always postpone the time to do my tutorial xP
♣ALTHOugh I already have enough sleep but how come I can still feel sleepy during the lecture~=( Am I sleepy PIGGGG?!
♣How come I can't talk with you politely when I receive your call...I want to control my emotion~~~ARGHHH XHHH~~~

Subsequently, I want to stop myself by doing something that I shouldn't do...but do something that I should do....

Same thing to say,
❤'GOD' please bless people who around me~Especially my family, my buddies and my friends...because without them, MY LIFE will be meaningless...xD❤

.Wanna Cry.

These few days busy for undang and didnt do my tutorial question as well as study. 3 weeks jz gone but.........I seem like doing nothing...God pls guide me to the right way that I should goooooooo~~~

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Short post~

It was a happy day that 4 of us hang out together on Thursday =) We have a nice shopping day..and I am thanks for Do Re Mi have lunch with me at FULL HOUSE =D The food is consider good N tastY aS WELL AS the price is almost the same like eat at Nando's restaurant...Yet last sem result just release, I get to know that all result get passed...thus I can oly enjoy the lunch with YOU ALL so muchhh =P HAAAAHHAAXXX~~~This is a our nice outing that I ever have from tis sem start. But after the time for fun gone, we will need to focus on our studies...Add oli---gambateh~~~I believe that we can^^ God bless me and people around me in tis world*.^

=(

I am so sorry.I knew the weather just now is freaking hot and there have got 2 people fall in sick.Pally didn't know you all feeling,and it's all her fault.I didn't like to see the angry face thus I can just keep quiet and better don't talk and there may have someone is angry me.I am really not that-say '1 set do another set'~What I can do is to make me calm down so that you all can feel better and can breathe with fresh air because I am the one that will pollute the air.I know that I always make you angry...my original pattern is that...so I think I may change to another pattern in order to prevent you to be angry just because of me.2 of you sick edy,hope ur sickness can be recover as soon as possible and must consume more water due to the hot weather.
Pally will keep silence...I am sorry...

她---

在阅读了她的部落格以后，我才知道她的近况，我不知道要怎么帮她，但是我希望我可以给予她一点心灵上的帮助。很想跟她说，我永远都是会站在你的身边的朋友，不是说说而已，是说到做到。我亲爱的朋友，时间会冲淡那些误会的，我明白你的感受，你知道了那件事实，可是你却没办法做任何事，我明白身为小的辈分，是没有机会出声的，所以只能在背后，默默的哭泣，我希望妮能坚强，不开心一定要找人说，可以不是我，但是一定要是一个可以给你关心的人，而且不会背叛你的人。新学期将会有些新的变化，我期待，但希望那一切都是顺顺利利的。

我的手机被抢了

怎么都想到那一瞬间所发生的事那么快，真的很快。
Pally都来不及追了，包包虽然不能说重，也不能说轻。
全都是我的错，为什么一开始我就没有真正的去领悟别人的劝告，直到现在得到非常的经验才明了~我绝对不会让这件事再发生，这是一件非常难忘也非常惊讶的事，从没想到会发生，它真的发生了，实在是很感谢天，因为幸亏我的钱包没被偷走，不然我会哭到没有眼泪。
当我在用着手机打字时，根本没有猜到后面有人在注意着我那没用的手机n73，我感叹的不是手机，而是我的资料，你可以拿走我的手机，可是请问你可不可以把我的记忆卡跟sim卡拿出来再抢，我也无所谓，因为那些资料是怎样都用钱买不回来的。
经过这次的教训，我不敢再在公共场所用电话了，更何况是新手机xD
最糟的是，那个人拼命地跑，而我不算是用尽全力的追，我追到一般就放弃了，真的是很没有毅力的我，要是我继续追的话，或许我的电话就有救了，偏偏~~~~~~
算了，今天买了很重的教训，我真的学会了，完完全全领悟了，不许再有下次~~~~~
谢谢朋友亲戚们的comment，最重要的是我很安全，人也没事，没错，其他的不重要，人没事就好。
今天算是倒霉的一天，我得回去拜拜神，救助平安。

Today

I thought I can wake up early to do revision for English test this morning as I have already set my alarm but I wake up late because I didn’t hear any sound of alarm tone. Yesterday night, I do made a sudden decision which is to study at a different place. Since I wake up late, I have no more time to go to no.5 to prepare my thing. Thus,I had changed to another decision as well as the sudden decision will cause inconvenience to someonone. In this morning, my friend forgot to unlock our toilet’s door but it’s alright. I just think the way on how to call him wake up and unlock the door when I get to know it happened. Hence, I tried to knock his door softly to call him wake up to unlock the door then we can only enter. Actually I was trying to talk with him politely but I think it is still not enough because I forget to add 1 more sentences which is reminded by Thg-Sorry for disturbing you wake up xD I was shocked when I heard what she add on to say to him after I talked with him. I realized this world still have many thing waiting for me to discover and learn.So, I will try my best to learn if I am still alive in this world. I am sorry for this morning for the news. I know you should be unhappy. You have your right to decide by your own. I won’t restrict even help you to make decision. Please forgive me.

Bye Bye TI~

TI~Same thing to say...I don't want to see you again...Next,English~I was afraid of it because I always have no idea to think about what to write~But I hope I can handle it in the end.I didn't sleep for a whole night just for TI paper but I don't feel tired yet.I notice myself that I need to sleep early tonight.Thanks for guide me,You are always the best one...(in my heart~~~)^^It's time for study Eng and Ohr after update my status~Byeeeee =)

I gonna be mad

I don't care what you said but I just want to explain to you.I am not mad.Although this semester only have 3 subjects but it doesn't mean I will let myself relax.I scare to do something repeatedly because it will waste my time and spirit.I highhly appreciate God that give me an opportunity to recognise all you guys.I just don't know why should I always unsatisfy the thing I have.How can I change my life to be better? As I promised to change myself by this year.It seems like not easy to do if I don't persist to do so.Hope God can give me some guideline to motivate me to do right thing but not the bad thing.My buddy,I don't mind what you say whether I am mad or not.I just hope everything in my life is fine then I will be fine.I am not that kind of mad as you mentioned yesterday.

My home

I'm back,My homeeee =)I have 2weeks didn't back home.Woww,so cool~because I have no more homesick...I was quite enjoy the time with my buddies.At the same time,I will also need to maintain my result in order to continue to be together with my buddies and coursemates.I think it is not easy to find the people that suit with you...BUt I was the lucky 1...I got it~~~~They are friendly and talkative~I won't see their negative side as I know everybody will change their bad attitude when they realise that is something wrong.If not,he/she is not a human but a monster xD I like my mum cook for me and also my buddies..Can't admit that they are good in cooking...Me???Still need to improve^^

No Mood

Today late again.I was late to CC for OHR MCQ CW test due to I haven't done the tutorial 9 OHR Online MCQ yet.I really don't know why should I always do the thing at the last minutes.I saw my buddies attire with sport wear.They didn't ask me to wear also and my sport pants left at their home.Originally,I suppose to wear even I don't know they will wear.I can't imagine the thing I suggest to do,my buddies had already do at the first.But never mind,at least you all happy~I begin to hate myself...Why I am

so stupid until do this kind of thing.I thought today don't have lecture so I walk to MU by foot and then I realised how come the time is still early...There should be some reason.Finally I remember still have 1 more lecture waiting for me.Thus,I return to college just to attend the OHR lecture.I am so proud of myself because this is my first time do this kind of stupid thing~When my buddy see me,she ask me what's reason I reach lecture hall lately?I skip to answer due to I have done a stupid thing.But I also told her,she laugh at me slightly.It's alright as I think I am too clever until I do a stupid job xD I was unhappy after know something.That thing is always frustrated me.I would like to know how to improve but that is not easy to do so because I didn't put much effort on it when I was a child.Regret~~~~~Because how old I am???Don't knw what to express my feeling right now~stress+emo+unhappy+tired+depressed~~

Misunderstand

Don't misunderstand me because of that toilet's story xD I am sure that kind of story like garbage so it is nothing if u all don't know.I sure that I don't have the purpose to treat u all not like buddies~For sure,u all are my lovely buddies~ I am so sorry that I didn't tell u all about that kind of funny thing at the first time because I thought it was just nothing at all.Thus,u all will don't care about what I said but u all do~Anyway,I am so sorry...It is just a small small thing~Please don't leave me away...I need u all~~~~U all are my mountain...And I am just one of a tree that stand on the mountain. How can I live if without you all as the mountain? You should know that I am always by your side,buddies~

Best Regards,
Pally Tan

All Of You

Why you want to treat me like that?!I was think of this question for so long...But now comes to nothing because you treat me as usual yesterday^^I thought we will be stranger again but now we won't. Yeeppi,we went to enjoy sing k again.I went for english class at night near by KLCC. I had already told you all don't wait for me actually but you all still persist to wait.Thus,we back home together. Anyway,thanks~I can feel the warmth because of you all =) I am so happy~We are happy buddies~~~I will treat u all fairly but will treat those who are more weak(body)more better~Our friendship will last long until I die.We have known each other since May 2010 until now...almost near to 1 year.I love 1 and like another 3 the most xD

My E.F.B Presentation

Wow,I had finished my 1st presentation with my dear.I know my performance was not good today but it was finally done. New challenge will happen on the next. I was afraid of it but I hope everything will be fine~I wish I can handle all the difficult thing~God bless ppl who around me =) Especially my friends and my family ^^Japan can have a peaceful view as soon as possible~Arigatooo~~~Gonna continue my study(TI) soon...Bye Bye~

Good to stay

Wow...Unbelievable!!!I have stayed at my friend's house all these 2days...haha,because I always like to go here and go there.I want to go to see a taiwan singer-倪安东 actually but finally I give up because of lazy and it was too late.I realise I can't without them...I am really rely on them...Arhggggxxx....Is it a good thing to me? Should I? U come to find me today is also a surprise to me,I thought u will busy all the time but u had choosed to find me today xD I know I shouldn't think too much...Yes,just look forward.At least we are happy^^The road is just in front of me,let's move on~~~Our future and dreams is there~~~~

Fun Hour with My buddies

Sorry, My dear. I shouldn’t drink much on that day and make you suffer in order to settle the problem that I had made. I am sorry that I always don’t listen much of your advice. Thanks for forgive me. Yesterday was a nice day and happy hour with you guys, but I had made a mistake because I didn’t book for 6 hours. Sorry about that and the songs have been ordered can’t have the turn to sing because of me. Blame me,Blame me.It’s all my fault. But the unlucky was…That day is school holiday xD I don’t even realise it.If not I will sure book the enough time so that we can directly have no worry to be fun. Next time, I will promise to do my best. Trust me, my buddies.

珍惜到底

有时真的什么都不想，就直接冲去我要做的事，可是回来了，还是得面对，最后一分钟的后悔好像成了我的强项，要怎么去摆脱，我自己也不知道，为什么人生就是这样，改变人生不容易，面对一件难事，要去完成，就会成了我的烦。跟朋友出门，却成了我最开心的事，只要能去快乐，我就可以了，可是会想到还有功课没碰，就让我心跳从90跳到剩下30甚至0。因为我对读书没有头绪，前两个sem都好像是瞎着走过的，我多么希望接下来的sem，也是瞎着走的，而且还是不要跌倒的那种，免得伤痕累累。2012的预兆好像早了点，从朋友口中得知日本海啸的消息，我很惊讶，顿时想起的是妮在日本工作的妈妈，是个很辣的妈妈，打扮时尚，又年轻，也是很关心我朋友和她妹妹的妈妈。没事就好了，让我放下了一百个心，因为我不想要我身边的人遇到任何挫折。一旦发生了，要阻止也都来不及了，钱不是万能，因为一个人离开了，他存再多的钱也没用了，因为他也没得用了。有时，人会为钱变得很执着，变得自私，连朋友都不要，甚至亲人。灾难的来临，人才会感到觉悟这就是人的本性。钱有再多也没用了，最重要的是身边的人还在，他们就是真正可以陪你一起开心，安慰你，给你关怀的人。

`Pally`

Hmmm...Nowadays,I keep playing and didn't put much effort on study...I was worrying about it.Think is easy but do is uneasy~

I really don't know what is tamadun islam.Sorry Jenny,I can't back to Klang earlier with you because I have not yet complete the part of mine.I WANNA CRY~~~how come tis thing will make me emo T.t

Confusing

What I had done third of these few weeks?!I don't know how to describe myself...I was getting confused nowadays~I am sorry that I do some trouble to somebody.I really don't know how it happened and the bad thing is I didn't do my own properly.I should always remind myself that I should concern about something at right time not others.

Xuuttt Xuuutt (Not going to toilet >-<)

Yesterday was the first day.Rmb it~~~!!!haha...We have a very sweet nite when listened to the sea sound...chit-chat-ing~~~and I have come to a place that I don't ever came before.Sometimes I couldn't believe whether I can do it or not.But I will treat people with my best and sincerely =) This day will become d Rabbits-Gather day~Jz U knw oni...Others won't knw,hehex I also can't estimate what will be happen tis day...finally it is happening~really shock xD silence*xutt~~~~* U knw I knw then can already (=

The best ending

Time to say good bye to 2nd sem-break.This sem-break is meaningful to me especially the way to be mad.Thanks for all of you...I will save you all in my heart but actually is brain.Just say in heart more better as to let you all know which position you all stand on~I had an unforgettable CNY memories.Thanks A lot for those who shared your gold time with me^^Okay,it's time to keep my bag and back to the another home...Miss you all~~~

Sabah Borneo Trip

1st Day (23 Jan 2011)
在沙巴之旅还没开始之前，我的两个朋友来到了巴生,我对她们感到很抱歉,因为没有抽多点 时间来陪她们,而且我在约定的聚餐时间迟了1个小时。等我会驾车了，再带你们去看看巴生，因为人总是喜欢到处走走,看看世界。我们4点多就去机场了，我在 车里没睡，听着Mp3,往车窗外看，期待着将开始的旅程。妮妮就委屈你坐后面了,不知你是否会背骨酸痛呢？大约一个小时出的车程，我们到达了 LCCT(Low Cost Carrier Terminal)。这是我第一次坐Air Asia的飞机,所以没有经验。看妮妮的妈妈推行李车才知道是做什么的，之后我们就去check in和scan luggage。这次真的很不幸运,因为过重，所以先前没网上订购luggage的，就得多付了。妮妮说下次不要坐Air Asia了，但我知道是一时之气,不过Air Asia真的是吃人钱的,luggage过重也未必算得太贵了吧。下次就得聪明点，自己带的luggage多重最好是在家先秤了再去机场,不然就是买 Extra的luggage。Check in了，我们就找地方坐买早餐吃，我原不想买的，因为怕会晕机到吐,想要吃零食充饥却遭到朋友的反对，我只好硬着头皮去买一个难吃的Donut了。过后又 跟阿童去了另一间，看见新鲜的面包，好吃过我买的Donut>.<
Notice:要去机场前,可以自己买了点吃的才去。

在去上机之前之后，拍了几张照片留念。
从LCCT搭机大约少过三个小时就到了山打根，我期待的美味海鲜城~我来了~
妮妮的表姐很早就已经再机场外等我们了，真是充满感激。

到了妮妮的姑姑家，放了行李，我们就出门吃早午餐了，好美味哦，谢谢妮的姑姑带我们去吃美味的海鲜早午餐。吃完了，我们就去妮的小姑家，她们在跟一仔(妮妮小姑的儿子）玩，妮妮太久没看到一仔了，看她跟她的侄儿玩得很开心。我们又回到家了，妮的姑姑和她的表弟先下车，我们再出门，妮的表姐便驾车载我们去多认识山打根。其实我很困的，但是我还是很享受着，从车窗往外看，欣赏着山打根的风光。妮的表姐的名叫Zi Yi，跟我们同岁，生日也比我们4个早些，6月13日，我可以感觉她是很随和的人。Zi Yi带我们去一间餐厅吃雪糕，她说那间的雪糕特别的滑，恩，的确。如果拿McD得来比较的话，我就不知道怎么说了，只能说个人喜欢。回到去，大家都累垮了，Li Xin和童洗了澡便呼呼大睡了，而我想要睡的，但是因为冷气太冷了，而且头发又湿湿的，加上没被单用，所以我就下楼了，看见妮好勤劳哦，哈哈哈，如果我像她那样，我妈肯定会吓到>.<哈哈~妮半夜也没什么睡，洗车又收衣的，没看到她睡，真是我敬佩的妮哦。我坐在沙发上看戏，那时候很多的节目都是关于没事的，感到我流口水了，而妮，Zi Yi和她的姑姑在准备着晚餐，大约7点左右，我们就享用我们的晚餐了，Li Xin累到阿童起床了，她都还没起身，这个晚餐很丰盛哦，因为有我爱吃的奶油大虾，加上意大利面，简直是绝配，一级棒!谢谢妮，Zi Yi和她姑姑 =）加上她姑丈的幽默言语，哈哈，这个晚餐很有意义。吃完晚餐后，还有下一个节目，妮的姑丈载我们去520 Cafe坐坐，小喝几杯，唱唱歌，大约10点左右，我们就回了，回到去的我们涮了牙就睡了。再还没睡之前，我们决定了一件事，那就是要一早起床去走山。我连闹钟没调就睡了，因为阿童已经调了，她一定会叫我们起床的，除非下雨，或是她睡得太熟了。

2nd Day (24 Jan 2011)

早上6点钟了，我睡得好冷好冷，所以我起不了身，就算是隐隐约约的听见闹钟声，我也爬不起了，因为真的好冷，我还以为一条被单我能撑得住的，谁知自己冷到了，睡到9点多才起床，有点不要意思，因为明明约好了那个时间去走山的，自己却睡到不省人事了，对不起哦~但好的是，从阿童的口中得知，那个时候在下雨，所以就算起身也出不了门，所以我总算放下心了，也难怪阿童没叫我们起身，难怪难怪~之后，Zi Yi先带我们先去参观坐落在山上的佛寺先，才去吃早午餐。这个佛寺很壮观，往下看还可以看到海，不错，我喜欢。看完了，便下山去吃早午餐了，我们吃的是海鲜面，味道好，海鲜也很新鲜，我们还在那里买了虾饼哦。

吃完了，要去哪里呢？当然是鳄鱼场咯，哈哈。虽然写的是鳄鱼场，但是里面不知是鳄鱼，还有鲤鱼，托杀(妮吃过的），鸵鸟，孔雀，猴子，鹿，还有羊等等。我和Li Xin还跟可爱兔子拍了照。本来想尝试拿蛇来拍照的，可是蛇正在换皮，所以没机会了，下次吧~我相信我们会再来的~

 可怜的鳄鱼，不知怎么没有尾巴的~

 下次再见你，蛇蛇~

去了鳄鱼场后，妮就去买点小吃跟喝的给我们，在途中，我们边吃边喝，很享受耶~谢谢妮和Ziyi。接下来要去的就是Sepilok看Orang Utan，从入口走进去像是热带雨林，让我想到SHE的MV，因为类似那样的场景，看到只有Orang Utan可以吃东西而已，其他的猴子就得靠边站，没得吃，要跟Orang Utan抢吃，就要看Orang Utan有没有看到，因为有一只猴子偷了它的香蕉，但它没发现到，好好笑哦~那只Orang Utan还抱着一只Orang Utan Baby，好可爱哦~之后，我们向前走，拍了好笑的MV,我唱歌多过我的朋友唱，我也忘了歌词，乱乱唱的，很好笑一下，哈哈~再继续走到出口，我们去纪念品店逛逛，我买了东西，哈哈。先拍照留念，我们就上车了。Ziyi带我们到划舟的地方，但很失望的，那天没有营业，我跟阿童在那里坐着拍了几张照，就被三位小姐放飞机了（真我们不注意就走掉了），哈哈~不过没关系，开心就好。 我们回家的路上有点塞车，因为那个时间刚好是将近放工的时间。到了你的姑姑家，我们洗了澡，差不多一阵子就去吃火锅了，是我至爱的海鲜火锅哦~想到都流口水了~到了那里，虽然那里海鲜的选择并不多，不过我吃的津津有味，尤其是东风螺，更是让我爱上了，妮总算没介绍错，好吃哦~下次来一定要再吃~在吃的时候，有两只狗在我坐的地方纠缠不清，Ziyi更是怕它们，我反而对狗还能应付，但猫就不好意思了，我会先溜~吃得好饱就回家了。Ziyi由提议带我们再出去fun fair玩的，去走走的，可是我还是担心Ziyi晚上驾车危险，不怕一万，只怕万一，我看见晚上的路真的很暗，而且路灯也不多。就在她的家，三个人玩玩牌，听她弹琴。累了，大家也去睡了。其实这个晚上，大家都不够睡的，因为太高兴也舍不得了，那么快的就要离开山打根了，不舍得Ziyi的陪伴及她的人情味。那天晚上，法官跟律师要我作证，说出所有的感受，哈哈，说了大家也困了，就睡了。Ziyi下次再见哦~
3rd Day (25 Jan 2011)
 一早被阿童叫起身，我刷了牙，洗了脸，大家就出门了，要去到Sandakan的airport，好不舍得，在这之前，Ziyi带我们去吃早点，这个早上真的很多人，我看到一些不一样的糕点就买来吃，而她们就叫东西吃。我没说什么，就走去买了，想要顺便买给大家吃的，但是她们也没吃多少。过后，我们就上机了，Ziyi那么早起身载我们，谢谢她。
大约45分钟，很快的，我没晕机就到了KK，期待KK，KK到底是这样的呢？
KK的机场山打比根的新，也比较多东西看。
KK，我来了~今天阿妮的朋友来载我们去到酒店，酒店很清洁，也非常舒适，一个双人床，已经够我们睡了，因为我们习惯了Ma Pal~哈哈，接着大家放了东西，就出门去吃东西了，Vincent叫了面包给我们，而我独自去买了一个muffin来吃，KK的食物跟马来西亚的价钱差不多，不过好吃。之后，我们去了博物馆，看看KK的历史遗迹，其实在那里我是没什么精神的，不过我还是撑了下去，上车的我已经很累了，Thon跟Li Xin也是，妮也是累的，但她在车里没睡，过后我们去了shopping centre吃午餐。迟了午餐后，我们就去Suria Sabah走走，在那里tea time，观赏海景，之后就回到酒店，换衣换鞋，去沙滩玩了~哈哈。

到了沙滩，根本没想到大家会全身湿的，一玩起来，谁都不认识了，她们忽然间提议用沙把我埋起来，我只好乖乖就范，反正玩就玩得尽兴点，玩不起，就不好玩了，但是为什么偏偏是我被埋呢？不公平的>,<
大家拍了照，用水把身上的沙都洗干净了，才去喝椰水，好冷哦，我朋友说没带以来换才会觉得冷的，那下次我一定要带了，不然回想今天那么的难受，好冷啊~
回到酒店，就想要赶快冲进去冲热水，不过要等Li Xin好了，才轮到我，冷了去冲热水的感觉，好舒服哦，好像这温泉那样，哈哈。过后，我们去了One Borneo走走，我是真的想走的，可是大部分的店很早就收了，有点失望。我就看她们玩太鼓达人，哈哈，卡=看你们玩得很好玩哦。过后，我们就去了一个山上的餐厅吃晚餐，那个地方似乎很远，吃完了就回家了。大家也累了，早点睡吧，明天再续。
4th Day (26 Jan 2011)
早上被Ah Thon叫起身了，不知道要穿什么去海边先，最后我下了决定，穿泳衣跟背心，大家洗完澡后，就出门了，走路去到码头，偏偏带的钱不够，于是我便拿了东西去提款，这是我第一次用拖鞋跑，我以为我可以办到的，就差那么一点，难怪我会令你失望，对不起，我真的没想到那件事的发生，就差那么一点，我就成功了，偏偏~~~在那一瞬间，我的心情糟透了，为什么会搞到这样，最后还是轮到你来收拾我留下的残局。等你来到的我，心情还不是很稳定，上了船的我，看到你的笑容，我的心情总算好点了，大约少过一个小时的后，大家就到了Manukan Island，好美哦。我真的好久没看到那平静的海，好久好久没下海了，今天总算如愿以偿了，谢谢天也谢谢朋友的陪伴，没有你们，我的生活少了愉快。
我们买的票是包船来回，也包括banana boat和降落伞，大约RM100左右，这个价钱算okay了，因为我实在是太想念我的海了。
首先，我们放了东西，就去玩banana boat了，跌了两次海，感觉还不错嘛，够刺激，好想再玩耶，下次我们再来哦~接着，我们又去玩降落伞了，很享受再空中欣赏海的感觉，这是第一次玩降落伞，感觉也不赖哦~我相信还有下次的，哈哈。
之后，大家就去潜水了，我们一起游到了深海，用潜望镜看到海底生物，真的好美妙，不过我游得好累哦。这一次真的爆底了，我的朋友知道我会游泳，要拉我去游，对不起，恐怕你们拉不到我的，因为我都不喜欢游泳，打羽毛球就可以=）
到了4点，我们大家都洗了澡了，是时候上船回到原点了，天色渐渐变了，老行家果然知道几点是吉时，不然我们大家也不能玩得那么尽兴。
回到去，大家洗了澡，就去Wisma Merdeka找Vincent了，他就在我们的酒店对面的餐馆打包，我们则叫菜来吃，都是我不听话，惹你生气了，对不起。
吃完后，我就陪妮去按钱，而Thon跟Li Xin就回去酒店了。
之后，我们又出门了，是给Vincent的朋友载，他叫Kah Keoh。我们先去了shopping centre走走，
过后，我们去Yumcha，随后才去沙滩走走，叫Tanjung Aru。下一站就去打pool，好久没打了，Kah Keoh说不要时常打，因为会上瘾的。大约1点多，我们才回酒店，那时大家都累了，回到酒店，没多久，换了衣就睡了。
5th Day (27 Jan 2011)
9点多就被Ah Thon叫醒了，好懒散哦，起床洗了澡，就出门吃早午餐了，我们都叫了白酱油干捞面，不错吃，靠近我们酒店的那一区真的有好多的东西吃，是很旺的一区。下次来的话，我也会选择住回那里，因为喜欢热闹。吃完了，送妮上的士，因为她的机票跟我们不一样。之后，我们就去找Vincent了，我们走了Wisma Merdeka才去Suria Sabah走，我提议在那里tea time，过后就走回去Wisma Merdeka，Vincent突然想要吃donut，我们又回到Suria Sabah买了，回到去待在KK的时间也剩下不多了，忽然间看到纪念品店，我便停下脚步，在那间店买了一点东西。之后，我们走回去酒店拿行李，准备上机了。Kah Keoh特地来载我们到机场，路上很赛车，真是有点难为他了，不过谢谢他安全的把我们送到目的地，我没什么吃，因为我不饿，所以Thon你不要生气，我不想吃，所以你们吃吧。在机场里，我真的没有晕机，我们在机舱里睡得很甜，我叫了一杯咖啡来喝，就继续睡了。我们终于到达机场了，我们坐air bus到达Kl Sentral，幸亏不需要动用taxi。
心得:恩，在这个旅程里，我很快乐，但一些事我变得不快乐，因为从未看过你对我那么凶的，这次总算感觉到了，都是我不对，对不起，希望你可以原谅我。我很珍惜我们的友情，也很珍惜一起玩一起笑的日子，少了你们这几位朋友，我想我的人生也少了欢乐，谢谢你们，我的38 buddyz!!!=）特别是妮，给我这次的sem break变得更有意义，记得我们约好了再去的 =）

Yeepiii

Finally>>>look forward to Sem 3~And I'd like to say the feeling is good but I had sacrifice something because my face got alot of pimple...Yuccckkkssss~~~I just knw after back home I will sleep early and want 2 recover my original face...I am waiting 4 the day,Sabah ~~~I am coming~~Sem2 Over~and I hope I will nt c any resit paper~and GODblessmeandmyfriendstopassallthe subject,thks =)

Its

ITS really boom me...After my friend and I suggest to give it up~and leave it until Sem 2.But finally I thk I dun c the subject again because I believe I can pass~haha....thks for my buddyz and a person who called....????~~

Hiii

Something was in my mind, I don't how come I will be automatic like that...NINI,YoU KNOW d....I kept it until the day~BlurrrrrrRRRR~I think about it during the Foa test.Think and think,YoU ARE the 1 in my heart.Nxt will be 2 more subjects and I will get scary because the nxt will be challenge and hard gua...Good Luck to All my dear,and others =)

Me

Don't know how come after ME test,I feel my stress has been released abit....Not all but at least not like stronger stress b4.I am just waiting 4 the day come.My buddyz,I love u all....The nxt 3 subjct,I will try my best...Hope all pass then will be enough for my basic requirement~I hope I can be happy most of the time...I want 2 have something change in this new year...I have long time had not been update my blog because I knw I will always addict to online so I force myself don't 2 do so...Therefore,I write my diary in a hardcover book...I write all the unhappy or happy memories in the book so the book is the tool that helped me to express my feeling...Because too much to talk with them will make them feel to be annoyed sometime...Today I seem like crazy and keep talking some nonsense with them...Sorry,I don't know hw come but thks for listen to me...I love u all...I miss someone~~~but I can't see the person as the person is nt be with me rite nw...It's time to study...haha~