I gonna be mad

I don't care what you said but I just want to explain to you.I am not mad.Although this semester only have 3 subjects but it doesn't mean I will let myself relax.I scare to do something repeatedly because it will waste my time and spirit.I highhly appreciate God that give me an opportunity to recognise all you guys.I just don't know why should I always unsatisfy the thing I have.How can I change my life to be better? As I promised to change myself by this year.It seems like not easy to do if I don't persist to do so.Hope God can give me some guideline to motivate me to do right thing but not the bad thing.My buddy,I don't mind what you say whether I am mad or not.I just hope everything in my life is fine then I will be fine.I am not that kind of mad as you mentioned yesterday.