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Today late again.I was late to CC for OHR MCQ CW test due to I haven't done the tutorial 9 OHR Online MCQ yet.I really don't know why should I always do the thing at the last minutes.I saw my buddies attire with sport wear.They didn't ask me to wear also and my sport pants left at their home.Originally,I suppose to wear even I don't know they will wear.I can't imagine the thing I suggest to do,my buddies had already do at the first.But never mind,at least you all happy~I begin to hate myself...Why I am

so stupid until do this kind of thing.I thought today don't have lecture so I walk to MU by foot and then I realised how come the time is still early...There should be some reason.Finally I remember still have 1 more lecture waiting for me.Thus,I return to college just to attend the OHR lecture.I am so proud of myself because this is my first time do this kind of stupid thing~When my buddy see me,she ask me what's reason I reach lecture hall lately?I skip to answer due to I have done a stupid thing.But I also told her,she laugh at me slightly.It's alright as I think I am too clever until I do a stupid job xD I was unhappy after know something.That thing is always frustrated me.I would like to know how to improve but that is not easy to do so because I didn't put much effort on it when I was a child.Regret~~~~~Because how old I am???Don't knw what to express my feeling right now~stress+emo+unhappy+tired+depressed~~