Nobody wants to behave in that way

I feel annoyed when somebody is trying to stop me on certain thing. I don't bother what you talk about me. But unless give me some space to breathe. I need to take a breath with fresh air not the polluted air.
Every time, I try not to think about the bad things which happened in the past.
But one thing to say is if I don't look at past..just leave it....
Can I make sure that the problem will not happen on next time?
That's why sometimes I will bother & think about it until I can feel very unhappy. I don't want to escape the problem so please let me think what to do for the next.
You should know that everybody like to be free.
You can control me on certain thing but not all.
Being a human, she got her right to decide her way and also has her thought for everything. There may be sometimes, she will do wrong thing but not all the time.
Thus, it caused frozen.
When will the frozen thing to dissolve, it is depends on us...
When will dissolve will need to know how it became ice.(Reason)
It's not the first time, although I don't remember or can even list out but I knew it.
I don't mind you say me penny-pinching...
Whatever you like to say because you also can't feel how I feel as you are you not me.
Like a sword inset into my heart.
Just hope that it can avoid to be happen again.
Nobody to be blamed...Not who's fault...
I just want to be friend with you peacefully without anything can stop us.

Sorry that I love you

I'm still remember that time,
the memories wake me suddenly,
Because of that,
It made me very hard to fall asleep.
And I sent ¥ messages.
I am so happy that I got your reply as you just reached home.
I really don't know why will ¥ appear in my mind.
Is God playing joke with me?
I was so regretful and so sorry about what I had done to you before.
I am truly silly and immature enough when I was with you.
And I hurt your feeling.
I miss you badly right now...
Would you forgive me?
This love song recalled the love memories between us.
I'm sorry but I love you.
Sorry that I Love You.
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